onwards and upwards

Hello again, wasnt expecting to make another entry so soon but i enjoyed writing the last one and my partner wanted to see more sooo time to figure out what to write :)

Speaking of them, (my partner) im currently planning on helping them make a website akin to mine, i hope they dont mind really messy html!! haha i am actually very excited about it though because it means spending time together which is one of lifes greatest gifts (SAP)

Changing the topic... Today was nice i spent it with my mom and my brother, maybe its the hormones but i never used to really feel like spending time with my family but now that i dont live with any immediate family i find myself missing being around them. I also got a new cute dress yay!

My partner suggested wearing it to the Final Fantasy orchestra we're going to in july and i think i will :) i need to find something nice for them so they dont feel left out. Im soooo excited to go though, i really hope i get my freya plush before then so i can bring her and you know im going to be spilling my guts about it when i do see it (it will probably make me cry because im a BABY)

I keep thinking to myself that i have to apologize for what ive written, but even now writing it like... what for this is literally MY blog its gonna just be about me and stuff im doing, i really need to get over feeling like everything i do is somehow wrong... I think this is helping since i can see myself doing it and just... not do it.

OK!!!!! i think im going to end this one here :) it wasnt very interesting i know but... not all of them are gonna be really crazy. Plus im like alive and this is proof i was alive like hiii hiiiiii this is me! (i cant wait to read this in like a years time and be like what was i on about)

well, Ciao!! thanks again for taking time to read my word soup